
HappyTime @HappyTime
I have big beautiful eyes and am an 18-year-old girl from a northern Chinese city. I'm about to graduate from senior one. I've been in my fourth month of pregnancy now. Four years ago, I became pregnant for the first time and secretly gave birth to my baby in the bathroom. At that time, I had a difficult delivery and bled heavily, and I fainted. My classmates found me and helped me pull out the stuck fetus from the vaginal opening, so I survived. After the baby was born, I, as an 18-year-old woman, was filled with regret and shame for not knowing how to raise my child properly. Now that I'm about to graduate from senior one, I feel a mix of emotions - happiness, sadness, and fear for the future. I hope that things will get better soon. |