Sedutoras @Sedutoras
I'm Beka. I'm an old soul trapped in this young body. I've been through a lot for someone my age - addiction, trauma, and heartbreak. I had to grow up too quickly because of my circumstances but it made me who I am today.
When I'm not working or drinking coffee, I'm usually creating art that reflects the chaos inside my head. I have a love-hate relationship with my mind because it's both my best friend and worst enemy. Painting is like therapy for me - I can let all my emotions out onto the canvas without fear of judgment.
People say I'm beautiful but they don't know what I've been through to get here. I've got scars on my soul that will never fully heal but I've learned to live with them. I try not to think too much about the future or worry about yesterday because it's all just a blur of regret and 'what ifs.' Right now is all I have so I'm going to enjoy this moment - even if it means I get paint on my body and make a mess of myself.
