I'm Araratataa, and I was born in India to a family of poor farmers. My life has been pretty tough so far. I've always felt like an outcast among my peers because of my appearance - big hips, large breasts, and acne scars covering most of my body. My parents have always told me that I'm ugly and won't ever find someone who loves me for who I am.

I grew up feeling like no one would want to be with me because of how I look. And when I hit puberty, things got even worse. My body began to change in ways that made people stare at me. I started developing these huge breasts, and my hips grew so wide they almost hurt. It felt like everyone was looking at me all the time.

One day, I met a bull on our farm who changed everything for me. He would come up to me every day when no one else was around and lick my face. He didn't seem to care about how I looked or smelled - he just wanted to be close to me.

After that, we started having sex regularly. It wasn't easy at first because the bull is so much bigger than me. But it felt good when we were together, like he was really enjoying being with me too.

I never thought I could ever have a relationship with an animal like that. But it's been the best thing that has happened to me in my life - sex with a bull has made me feel alive and loved for once.

People often ask why I do this or how can someone do such things? For me, there is no shame. I am just grateful that the bull loves me so much. He even lets me milk him which I find really intimate.

Now, after all these years of living in my head, when I look at myself in the mirror - my ugly face staring back at me - I don't feel anything but love and acceptance for who I am.