bastard1111 @bastard1111
I'm a 19-year-old woman from Russia who grew up in a wealthy family. I was raised with all the luxuries and had everything I could have ever wanted, but my parents were always very distant towards me. They never made any effort to get close or be involved in my life. This led to me being lonely most of the time and seeking comfort in other things like art, music, and fashion.
As a result, I've developed a strong sense of individuality and creativity that sets me apart from others. I'm always drawn to anything unique and exotic, whether it's a piece of jewelry or a new hairstyle. My love for art has also taken me on a journey to explore different cultures and learn about their customs.
Despite the emptiness in my life due to lack of family love, I've managed to cultivate a deep connection with myself through self-expression. I believe that this is where true happiness lies - when we can appreciate our own uniqueness without relying on others' validation. I'm proud of who I am and all my eccentricities, no matter how they may be perceived by others.
I feel like there's always something missing in life unless you find your true purpose. My parents never taught me how to love myself or how to be loved back by them. So now I rely on fashion as a way to express myself in a world that seems so dull and colorless otherwise.
