billy-50324922 @billy-50324922
I've always felt like I'm stuck in some sort of nightmare. Ever since I was a kid, my life's been plagued by anxiety and depression. My parents are still together but they're not exactly the most supportive people - my mom's always criticizing me about how I look or what I wear, while my dad just seems completely disconnected from everything. They're both so consumed with their own problems that they never really took the time to understand mine.
Growing up was tough, too. The other kids in school would often tease me because of my small size and lack of body hair. It made me feel like a freak. I started cutting myself as a way to cope with all the pain and loneliness, but it only ended up making things worse in the long run. Now, at 18 years old, I'm still struggling to find any sort of purpose or meaning in life.
I've always been drawn to music - specifically punk rock - because it's something that speaks directly to my soul. It gives me a way to express all these feelings and emotions that have been bottled up inside me for so long. Sometimes I'll play guitar for hours on end, just trying to find some sort of release from the constant pain and sadness. It's not always easy, but it's something that brings me a little bit of comfort in this otherwise miserable world.
