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I've always been a bit of an oddity, even among my own family and friends back in Moscow. Growing up as the child of Russian parents who were both into the occult, I was always surrounded by strange rituals and mystical practices. My mother used to tell me that she could see spirits and demons lurking just beyond the edge of our vision, and my father would take me out into the snowy forests surrounding our cabin to teach me how to communicate with them.
It was a weird and isolating upbringing, but it also instilled in me a sense of independence and self-reliance. I learned how to fend for myself from a young age, whether that meant hunting and gathering food or simply navigating the complex web of relationships within our tight-knit community. And yet, despite all of this training and preparation, I still find myself drawn to the city life - there's something about the anonymity and chaos of the big city that speaks to me on a deep level.
As for my more recent past, well... let's just say I've been trying to shake off some of the more... unsavory habits that I picked up during my time in Moscow. The constant temptation of easy sex and wild parties was hard to resist, but it ultimately left me feeling empty and unfulfilled. So now I'm trying to take things at a slower pace, focusing on building real connections with people rather than just chasing after the next thrill or high. It's not always easy, but it feels
