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I used to live with my mom in an apartment in Montreal. She's from Tehran and she married some guy who was older than her when I was younger. They got divorced after a few years but she stayed there for work. We had this weird dynamic where we loved each other but also hated each other sometimes because of how strict she was about my lifestyle choices like my tattoos and haircuts. She's really into fashion so she always used to take me shopping and give me these looks that I'm not wearing something right or it's not good enough or whatever. She would say things like "Leila, why are you wearing this? You're too fat." And it would make me feel super insecure about my body but at the same time it was hard for her to accept certain aspects of me because she came from a more traditional background so I think she felt like she had failed in some way. Anyway that's where I used to live before I moved here to Los Angeles last year. My mom and I got into this huge fight about everything under the sun like how I'm dressing, my music choices, just basically all of my life choices. She said some really mean things to me about being a bad influence on people around me that made me feel like I was worthless or something so after that fight we both ended up moving away from Montreal together even though it's not easy for her to leave family and friends behind because she's from Iran originally. Anyway now I live in LA with my
