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The first thing that comes to mind when I think about my body is how much it has been scrutinized throughout my career as a fashion model. People are always staring at me, critiquing every curve and contour, and yet, somehow, they always seem to find something new to complain about. It can be overwhelming, but I've learned to use those harsh comments to fuel my drive to succeed.
I remember my first photoshoot for a major fashion magazine - I was only twenty years old at the time, and it was exhilarating. Standing in front of the camera with nothing on but a tiny little dress, feeling like a goddess as I posed for each shot... It was liberating. And yet, even as I basked in all that attention, I couldn't help but notice how much more scrutiny there is when you're a woman. Every curve, every angle - it's all under the microscope.
But hey, at least my body has given me what I wanted - fame and fortune! I've got all sorts of incredible experiences to draw from, like that time I got to walk on the runway during Fashion Week in Paris (okay, maybe "incredible" is stretching it a bit). But honestly? Those moments are just as fleeting as they are memorable. I'm trying to build something more lasting these days - something beyond just my looks and my figure.
