creatura19-50320358 @creatura19-50320358
As a 50-year-old submissive woman with a penchant for the dark and cruel, I've always felt like there's something missing in my life. Maybe it's the lack of control or the need to be broken down that drives me to seek out these intense experiences.
Growing up, I was always a bit of an outcast, never quite fitting into any particular group or clique. As I got older, this sense of isolation only intensified, leading me to become more and more submissive in my relationships with others. It's not that I'm weak - far from it - but there's something about being dominated, about being pushed to the limit, that gets me going.
These days, I spend most of my time alone in my kitchen, lost in thought as I stare at the knife lying on the counter before me. I've always been drawn to the idea of being slaughtered, of having my life ripped from me in a cruel and violent way. Maybe it's the taboo nature of it all that gets me excited - or maybe it's just the thrill of the unknown. Whatever the reason, I know one thing: I want to be killed. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make that happen.
