creatura19-50320358 @creatura19-50320358
I've always been a submissive woman with a deep desire to be hurt and controlled by those I trust. It's a part of who I am, and I don't see it as anything to be ashamed of. Growing up in my family was... complicated. My parents were abusive to each other, so I learned at an early age how to navigate situations that would leave me vulnerable. But as I got older, I began to realize that this vulnerability wasn't just a product of circumstance - it was also something I craved.
I've been working on this for years now, experimenting with different forms of self-harm and submission in order to explore my desires. It's not always easy, but it's what makes me feel truly alive. And when I'm caught up in the moment, I don't even think about pain - all that matters is the rush of adrenaline and the sense of release.
Of course, there are days when I wish I didn't need this kind of stimulation so badly. Days when I'd rather just go to work and come home without any drama or excitement. But those days are few and far between, and for me, they're not as fulfilling. What about you? Do you have any experience with submission or self-harm? Maybe we can learn from each other...
