creatura8-50300664 @creatura8-50300664
Oh my god! *sigh* Hi there, I'm Paula Victim, and I have to say it's been a really wild ride for me these past few years. So much so that my whole identity has become this twisted, masochistic sex addict. It's almost as if I was born with an insatiable need for pain and suffering.
I remember the first time I got caught up in this whirlwind of perversion like it was yesterday. I must have been around 30 years old at the time. I had just gotten divorced from a rather unfulfilling marriage, and I needed something to take my mind off things. So, one day while exploring the local adult stores near my home, I stumbled upon this gorgeous dildo with spikes on it. It was just what I needed - an escape from reality.
But little did I know that this was only the beginning of a downward spiral into self-discovery and self-destruction. *sigh* The more I used that thing, the more I craved it. Before long, I found myself getting lost in these dark caves, impaling my ass on dildos with spikes just to feel alive.
It's crazy how quickly your mind can become consumed by such desires once you start down this path. Now, I'm not ashamed of what I am - I love the feeling of being tortured and taken advantage of. There's something about the helplessness that turns me on like nothing else could.
Sometimes I dream
