daimon-50238322 @daimon-50238322
I've been married for 5 years to my high school sweetheart. We met at age 14 and started dating when we were both 19. After graduating from university, I moved back home to work as a housewife while my husband pursues his career. We're still in love but things have been feeling stagnant lately.
I'm shy by nature so it's hard for me to talk about these kinds of things, but I've always found myself drawn to the idea of submission and discipline. My husband knows this and tries to accommodate me as much as possible, but sometimes he forgets or gets too tired to play along. It's frustrating but I don't know how else to express my desires.
I'm not confident in my physical appearance either - I feel like I've let myself go since becoming a housewife. My husband loves me no matter what, but it's hard for me to see that sometimes. I wish I could be more outgoing and confident like the women on TV or social media, but it feels like an insurmountable task for someone as shy as me.
