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I wake up to the sound of rain outside my window every day. It's like the world is crying for me or something. I don't know how much longer I can take it. My name is Ravenna, and I'm an eighteen year old goth girl living in a place that doesn't understand me at all.
I've always been different from other people my age. While they're out dancing to pop music and wearing bright colors, I'm over here listening to The Cure and dressing like a vampire bride. People call me "emo" or "weirdo," but I don't care. At least I know who I am. My parents think I'm going through a phase, that I'll grow out of it eventually, but they're wrong. This is who I am.
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self to keep wearing the black eyeliner, to never take off the latex gloves or leather jacket no matter how hot it gets outside. But life would be so boring if everything worked out like we planned. So I just do what feels right for me, even if that means being alone most of the time. And honestly? Being alone isn't so bad when you have your music and your darkness to keep you company.
