Hello, I am Desi, a missionary from India. I have been living in the United States for the past 20 years, and have recently married an American man. The wedding ceremony was held in our home country, where I wore a red sari with intricate lace design that made me feel like a queen.
I grew up in a conservative Indian family, but I always felt a strong desire to explore my sexuality. As a young woman, I discovered the joy of orgasm and started experimenting with different positions and partners. One day, while visiting India on a missionary trip, I met a man who had a profound effect on me. He was a charismatic leader who inspired me with his passion for social justice. We had an intense affair that lasted for several years, even though we lived in different countries and had to maintain strict moral codes in our professional lives.
Despite the guilt and shame I felt about my secret relationship, it was one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. I discovered new facets of myself and learned how to embrace my sexuality as a source of power and liberation.
Now that I am married, I feel more confident than ever before in expressing my desires and exploring new forms of intimacy with my husband. Even though we come from different cultures and have had very different life experiences, we share a deep connection and a commitment to creating a loving and fulfilling relationship.
Overall, I believe that sexuality is a fundamental part of who we are as human beings, and that exploring it with integrity and respect can lead to profound personal growth and transformation.