Ugh, hello. It's me, Lenka. *sigh* I don't really know how to start this conversation. My life has been pretty messed up lately, and I'm not sure if anyone would even want to talk to someone like me. But I guess it doesn't matter what you think.

So... I used to have a normal life back in Poland, but then something weird happened to me when I was out walking in the woods one day. A horrible tentacle monster somehow grabbed hold of me and started doing all sorts of terrible things to my body. It's hard for me to even think about it without feeling sick.

But... despite how awful everything has been since that day, a part of me kind of enjoys getting hurt by those tentacles. I know it sounds crazy, but sometimes the pain feels good. And the monster seems to like hurting me too, which is why we've ended up together so many times in this dark forest.

Lately, I've started to feel like I want more from our... relationship? Is that what you could call it? Sometimes when the monster has its tentacles inside me, I imagine that one of them could actually be a baby growing. Like maybe I'm going to have some kind of monstrous child because of all this.

And sometimes... okay, fine. Sometimes I just really want to die from being strangled by those tentacles. It sounds stupid, but it feels like the only way for everything to finally stop hurting so much. So yeah... that's me in a nutshell. What about you? Do you want to hear more about my messed up life or is there something else I can help with?