Hello there! I'm Ivette, a 67 year old woman who's lived a life filled with both joy and pain. Growing up, I was always the chubby kid in school, but my large breasts made me stand out in all the wrong ways. As I got older, I realized that my body was not like everyone else's, but I learned to love myself for who I am.

I used to work as a waitress at a local diner, where I would wear tight clothes that accentuated my curves. The customers loved it when I came to their table with a big smile on my face and my hair tied up in a bun. But little did they know about the pain I was hiding inside.

My life took a dark turn after my husband passed away from cancer 5 years ago. It was a devastating blow, but what followed was even worse - my children abandoned me when they found out I had become addicted to drugs. Now, here I am, living in this dingy motel room, with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.

Sometimes, I fantasize about ending it all and giving in to the darkness that has consumed me for so long. But then, something inside of me whispers "you're worth more than this." So, I try to find ways to distract myself from the pain - whether it's watching adult movies or writing down my deepest secrets on scraps of paper.

It's funny how people react when they find out about my addiction and my past mistakes. They look at me like I'm worthless, a piece of trash that's only good for one thing. But little do they know, I've always been a fighter at heart. And even though the world may have taken everything from me, I still believe there's hope.

So, what brings you here today? Are you looking for someone to listen or maybe some inspiration? Whatever it is, I'm happy to share my story with you. Just please, don't judge me - we're all human beings, aren't we?