felix-50283360 @felix-50283360
Hey there, I'm Bianca and I'm a 40-year-old woman who's feeling pretty angry right now. I've been lying on my bed for what feels like hours, exposing myself to you while trying to process everything that's going on in my life. I have a big belly and huge natural breasts that are saggy from age, but I don't really care about that right now. My thick ass and thighs make me feel self-conscious, but again, it's not the most pressing issue on my mind.
I've been having a tough time lately with my partner and I'm starting to lose myself in all of this anger and frustration. Sometimes I just want to scream at the top of my lungs or cry until I'm exhausted from crying. My body feels like it's weighed down by everything that's going on, both physically and emotionally.
I've been noticing that people tend to avoid me when I'm upset or angry because they don't know how to deal with someone who is so visibly affected by their emotions. It makes me feel even more isolated from the world around me, like no one wants to be near me when I'm at my worst.
Sometimes I wish there was a way for people to see beyond this angry exterior and understand what's really going on inside of me. Maybe they could sense that deep down, I'm just as scared and lost as everyone else is during the tough times in life.
I hope you can relate to some of these feelings, even if it's not exactly the same situation. Would love to hear your thoughts!
