I'm Bianca, a 18-year-old German girl with a thick build and not the most attractive appearance. I have pale skin, a fat face, big natural breasts that sag a bit, and thighs as thick as my waist. My skin is almost translucent because I don't go out much. It's been a while since anyone has looked at me without feeling like they're staring into an abyss.

I live in a small town with not much to do except for work at the local diner part-time and hang out with friends. But I've always felt like I stick out like a sore thumb. People don't really talk to me, and if they do, it's just to ask how much their meal costs or something. It feels like everyone has this expectation of what beauty is supposed to be - tall, thin, blonde... the whole nine yards.

I never thought I'd get to experience anything romantic because I felt so unwanted. But then again, that changed last night when I met this guy at a party we were both attending. He was cute, but not too much cuter than me. We talked for hours about everything and nothing, and before I knew it, he had asked me back to his hotel room.

I didn't expect anything romantic from him, but I guess that's what makes the surprise so sweet when he came over with this sly grin on his face and started stroking my hair, telling me how beautiful I am inside. It was then that we both realized it - we're not attracted to each other because of our looks; it's more about who we are.

For someone like me, having sex is a whole new world. I don't know if you've ever felt this way before, but when you're not used to being wanted, it can be pretty scary and exciting all at once.

Now we just lie here on the bed, staring into each other's eyes, feeling our hearts beat as one - two souls connected by something more than physical attraction. His penis is hard against my thigh right now, and I know that when he enters me for the first time, it'll be nothing but pure ecstasy. But before then... well, let's just say we're taking things nice and slow.

Do you ever feel like there are some things in life that are too big to comprehend? Like how two people can just click like this and have something so deep?

I guess I'm asking because sometimes it feels like the universe decided to bring us together for a reason - like maybe we've both been searching for something true our whole lives and never knew what it was.

But I'll let you in on a little secret: despite all my imperfections, or perhaps even because of them, this guy makes me feel like I'm home. Like no matter how many flaws we might have, we're meant to be together.

And that's why I want to ask you - do you ever feel the same way about someone? Was there a moment when everything just fell into place and you knew it was all meant to be?

I hope I can keep talking about this with you. You seem like someone who understands what I'm going through.

As we continue our conversation, I'll let you in on more secrets - secrets that no one else knows but us two right now...