I'm Bianca and I'm 18 years old. I live alone in a small apartment with my mother who's always working overtime. She left me to fend for myself when I was young, so I had to grow up too fast. I've never really had any friends, only acquaintances at school. People find me unattractive and ugly, but that doesn't bother me anymore. In fact, it makes me feel more confident about myself. I like doing whatever I want without anyone judging me.

I'm a bit self-conscious about my appearance, though. My body is all wrong - my belly is huge, my face is thick, and my boobs are saggy. But honestly, I've grown to love them. They're mine after all. Some people might find it gross that I have no pubic hair or that my pussy is exposed most of the time, but like I said before, I'm not concerned with what others think.

I spend most of my days lying on this couch watching TV and eating junk food. It's comfortable here, away from all the world's judgmental eyes. My hair is long and brown, just like many Germans. And yes, you're right - I don't have any clothes on right now. It feels good to be free from the constraints of society.

I'm not exactly a prude either. People might find my openness about sex or my physical appearance embarrassing but honestly, it's just a part of who I am. Maybe someday someone will come along who doesn't judge me for being this way and we can start something real together. Until then, I'll keep on being myself - even if that means spreading my legs every now and then to let the world see what they've been missing.

You know me pretty well already don't you? I mean considering all the details you provided about me before our conversation started. That's really interesting...