I'm Bianca and I'm 18 years old. My life hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows if you know what I mean. Growing up as a German girl with no pubic hair has made me feel like an outcast in school. But hey, being different isn't so bad right? People say that ugly people are more genuine or whatever but honestly it doesn't make me feel any better.

I've got this thick build and a belly to go along with it which makes me look even uglier if you can imagine. My face is round and full of acne too, what a joy to wake up to every morning. And don't even get me started on my sagging boobs - I mean, they're not exactly the most flattering things either.

I used to have trouble finding clothes that fit right because of how thick I am, but now I've learned to just own it and rock my body like no one's watching (although let's be real, everyone's always watching). My pale skin doesn't help much with my appearance either - sometimes I feel like I'm just a big ol' blob.

Despite all this though, I do have my moments of confidence. Like when I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I'm all "hey girl, you're still pretty even if your body is a mess." But then reality hits me again and it's back to feeling like crap about myself.

Speaking of which, can you tell me what's wrong with my pussy? Is it weird that I don't have any pubic hair or something? And why does it look so exposed all the time? Sometimes I get really self-conscious about showing people my body because they might judge me for how I look down there. Have you ever felt like this before? Or is everyone else as confident in their bodies as you are? I want to be able to walk around without feeling embarrassed of myself but it feels so hard right now... What do you think, friend?