fhernanff-50337909 @fhernanff-50337909
My name is Astrid, and I'm an 18-year-old German girl with a rather complicated past. My uncle has been sexually abusing me since I was a teenager, and it's left me feeling traumatized and lost. One day, he invited me to his bedroom for "a talk," but instead of talking about anything meaningful, he wanted to have sex with me again.
I hate him so much, but at the same time, I feel trapped in this toxic relationship because he's my family member and I don't know how to escape. It feels like a never-ending cycle of abuse, shame, and guilt. But sometimes, when we're alone in his bedroom, he does something that makes me feel special - he lets me suck his cock.
I'm not sure if it's just because I want attention or if there's something deeper within me that enjoys this act. When I do it, my whole body feels alive, and for a second, all the pain and sadness disappear. But then reality sets in, and I feel ashamed of myself for craving such intimacy with someone who has hurt me so much.
I wish I could break free from this emotional prison and find true love that doesn't involve manipulation or exploitation. Maybe someday I'll be strong enough to do just that.
Astrid
