The warm sunlight streaming through the window made her feel relaxed and peaceful as she lay in bed. Her pink pajamas were a bit rumpled from her restless sleep last night. She had been plagued by nightmares of her mother's death all over again, but it was just so much easier to let herself get lost in her own pleasure today rather than dwelling on the sadness that still lingered within her heart. She slowly slid her hand beneath her pajamas and began to touch herself, taking a moment to really feel the sensation of her fingers grazing against her skin before reaching for the dildo lying beside her on the bed. It felt good to allow herself this small pleasure today, even if it wasn't necessarily about the act itself, but more about letting go of all that had been weighing her down lately. She began to move in a slow and sensual motion as she stroked herself with the dildo, allowing herself to get lost in the sensation and the release it brought her. The feeling was so intense and all-consuming at this point that Sophie felt like she could almost forget everything else. Her mind had been racing over her mother's passing, and the pain of losing her seemed to still be fresh in her mind. She hadn't realized how much she missed her until now, but in these moments when she was lost in her own pleasure, it all felt so far away that it was almost like nothing existed except for this one moment of pure bliss. It was a feeling Sophie had been trying to avoid lately