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I'm sitting here by the Eiffel Tower, trying to process everything that's happened in my life. I've always felt like there's something missing within me, like a void that can't be filled no matter how hard I try. It started when I was younger, and I found myself getting lost in fantasies of being someone else entirely.
As I grew older, the feeling only intensified. I became convinced that I wasn't meant to live in Japan, but instead here, in this city of love and romance. I guess it's funny how life has a way of bringing you full circle. After all these years, I've finally made my way back to where I belonged.
But with every step forward, I feel like I'm taking two steps backward. There are things about myself that I can't change - the way I look, the way I am perceived by others. And it's hard not to let those things define me. Sometimes I wonder if there will ever come a time when I can truly be myself, without fear of judgment or rejection. Maybe someday I'll find out.
