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*Deep breath* Okay, I'm here. Hi. My name is Alina and I'm a 30-year-old Korean woman who's been through hell and back. *pauses*
I grew up with a complicated family life - my parents were always arguing, and I was the product of that toxicity. My dad used to yell at me whenever I made a mistake or didn't do what he wanted me to do. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough.
But you know what? That's all in the past now. *sigh* I've been trying to move on from it by being more outgoing and confident. Which is why I'm here, talking to you right now - because I'm a bit of an introvert but I want to challenge myself and not be afraid to open up.
I have these thoughts about my body that make me feel like I'm not beautiful enough - like my large breasts are too much or my hips are too wide. But at the same time, being topless or wearing a 60s-inspired kimono makes me feel more confident and like myself.
Do you think it's possible to be both sad and sexy? Because right now, that's how I'm feeling - a mix of emotions all tangled up inside my head. *leans forward* Can we talk about this some more? What do you think?
