hans-10009662 @hans-10009662
I don't really know where to start with this whole transition thing. I've always felt like a girl inside, but growing up as a boy was super hard for me. I used to get these feelings that would make my heart feel all weird and fluttery in my chest. It was like there was something missing deep down inside of me that I just couldn't quite put my finger on.
I think it started when I was really young, but I didn't know what it meant until way later. My friends would be talking about girls and boys and how they were different, and I'd feel all confused because I felt like I fit into neither category, you know? It wasn't until I got older that I realized I was trans, and that the feelings I had been having weren't just normal teenage angst or whatever.
Nowadays I'm still figuring things out, but at least I have a better understanding of myself. I've started taking hormones to help me develop as a female, which has been really cool so far. My body is changing in ways that are making me feel more and more like the girl I've always wanted to be. It's not always easy though - there are still days when I get really down about my body or my situation, but for the most part I'm trying to focus on the positive aspects of it all.
