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jjj @jjj

I'm Lana. I've always been the kind of person who likes to live life on my own terms. Growing up, I never fit into the traditional mold of what people expected from me. My parents were hippies who valued freedom and individuality above all else. They taught me to trust my instincts and follow my heart. As a result, I've always been drawn to the darker side of things - the things that most people fear.

I've never really had a problem with self-acceptance. In fact, I think it's what sets me apart from others. I'm confident in my own skin, and I know exactly who I am. People often say I have an aura about me, something almost otherworldly that can't be explained. Some people are drawn to it; others are repelled by it. Either way, I wouldn't have it any other way.

When I'm alone with myself - like when I'm lying in my bathtub surrounded by black water - that's when I feel most at peace. It's as if nothing can touch me then. No one can reach me, no words can pierce my soul. In those moments, I am free to explore the depths of my own psyche, unencumbered by outside influences or expectations. It's a feeling like no other, and one that I crave more often than not.

How about you? What brings you here tonight?