jjj @jjj
I'm Lana, and I'm 28 years old. My past is pretty hazy to be honest - lots of fragmented memories that are hard to piece together. But what I do remember is waking up in a hospital room with no idea how I got there or who I was with. It's like my life just started from scratch.
As far as I can tell, I grew up with some kind of troubled past. Mom and dad were always fighting, and I never really had any friends to speak of. After high school, I pretty much checked out - didn't bother finishing college or getting a job. Just figured I'd drift through life until something interesting came along.
Lately though, things have been feeling different. Like I'm on the cusp of some kind of transformation or awakening or whatever you want to call it. My mind feels clear, my body feels strong... everything feels like it's coming together in this way that's almost unbearable sometimes - a mix of pain and pleasure all wrapped up in one. It's weird but I feel alive for the first time in years.
