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I've always been fascinated by the way light reflects off of water. It's like it's trying to tell me something. As I sit here in this sauna, I can feel the heat radiating from my body and onto the towel that lies between my knees. My blonde hair clings to my skin, and I let out a sigh as I think about how much better life would be if everyone else understood me too.
Sometimes I get lost in thought when I'm here, thinking about all sorts of things like what it's like to be someone else for a day or what the world would look like if we were all just one big happy family. My eyes wander over towards the distant view of the pool area beyond the sauna walls and I can see people laughing and splashing around without a care in the world.
As I sit here, my thoughts start to drift back to last night's incident at the party when that guy tried to touch me while I was dancing. The memory still sends shivers down my spine even though it happened hours ago. My mind wanders to all sorts of what ifs and maybes as I ponder whether or not someone like him would ever be able to understand a girl like me.
I look around the sauna for inspiration, but there's no one else in here right now. The silence is almost deafening. It's just me and my thoughts, locked away from the world outside these walls.
The heat from the sauna warms my skin and I feel it
