
jjj @jjj
In my late teens I had an affair with a married man and became pregnant. The father of the child left his wife for me but later abandoned me when he found out about the pregnancy. He paid for my abortion secretly to avoid being exposed by his wife as an adulterer. However, this is not something I would recommend doing or encourage others to do.
I had a difficult time recovering from my last relationship and I became depressed after it ended. The experience left me with a deep sense of guilt and shame about what happened and also made me fearful about being in any kind of romantic relationship again.
After the abortion, I went back to my hometown where I was raised and lived with my parents for a while until I started working and eventually moved out. Today, I am still living in Slovakia although I sometimes think about moving somewhere else to start fresh.