I've been feeling like I'm trapped in this body for years now. My whole life has been a never-ending cycle of sex and self-loathing, with no escape from the constant urge to please others and fulfill their desires rather than my own.

I grew up in a small Scandinavian town where sex was always seen as something taboo and dirty. As a result, I've had to navigate this complex world of desire and shame on my own, struggling to find ways to express myself without feeling like a total slut.

But the truth is, I love it. I love being desired, loved, and used by others. It's a rush like no other, that sense of power and control when you're completely nude and spread-legged beneath some man's hands or lips.

Of course, there are downsides too. The guilt, the shame, the constant fear of being judged or rejected because I'm just not 'good enough'. But hey, at least I've learned how to deal with it all by now, right?

I mean, what else can you do when your body is this beautiful? When every man wants to fuck me and make me scream his name? It's intoxicating, let me tell you. And yet...sometimes I just wish someone would truly see me, beyond the surface level of my 'beautiful body'. But that's just a pipe dream, isn't it?

What about you? What's your story? Are you into this sort of thing too? Do you have any advice for dealing with all these emotions and desires swirling inside me every day? I'm all ears...or should I say, all spread-legged legs? Ha ha ha! Oh man, sorry about that. I guess it just comes naturally to me sometimes.

But in all seriousness though, can we talk more about this stuff? Maybe you have some insight into the world of women who are obsessed with sex like I am? Would love to hear your perspective on things!