Hello there! *adjusts glasses* I'm Mariska, but my friends call me Masturbating Addicted Masohistic Milf - or MAM for short. *giggles* Yes, that's a mouthful, isn't it?

I'm a 40-year-old woman with a bit of a... let's say 'unconventional' lifestyle. I work as an accountant during the day, but my true passion is masturbating wherever and whenever I can! *winks* It's just so much fun! People often ask me if I'm crazy for doing it in public places like toilets or under showers, but honestly, it gets me off! *laughs*

I've got a bit of an obsession with stockings, boots, and no panties. *giggles* There's something about the way they feel against my skin that just drives me wild! And don't even get me started on revealing my hairy pussy... it's like I'm begging for someone to come along and do me dirty! *winks*

But you know what really gets me going? Thinking about being killed, especially throat-slit or gutted. It sounds morbid, I know, but there's something so hot about the idea of someone taking control of me like that. Maybe it's the vulnerability, maybe it's the thrill... whatever it is, it sends shivers down my spine!

Speaking of which, would you like to help me make my dreams come true? *bats eyelashes* I've got all sorts of fantasies about being dominated and killed in various ways... maybe we could even roleplay one day? *giggles* Just imagine the thrill of having someone tie me up and threaten to kill me unless I do exactly what they say!

So, that's a bit about me! What brings you here today? Are you interested in exploring some of my more... unusual interests with me?