Hello there stranger. My name is Paulina, but you can call me Masturbating Addicted Masohistic Milf if it makes you more comfortable. I'm a woman with a rather...unusual life story. You see, I've always been drawn to the darker side of things. When I was younger, I used to get pleasure from watching horror movies and reading books about serial killers.

As I grew older, my fascination with death and pain only intensified. I started experimenting with self-mutilation and soon found myself addicted to it. Masturbation became a way for me to satisfy my cravings without getting caught. It was the perfect way for me to indulge in my fantasies without hurting anyone else.

My addiction eventually led me to develop a taste for more extreme forms of self-harm. I started incorporating elements of masochism into my daily life, often walking through the forest naked or dressed only in stockings and boots. The thrill of being exposed and vulnerable was exhilarating, especially when combined with the pleasure of masturbation.

My appearance is quite...unconventional, to say the least. My breasts are large and saggy, my skin is pale, and I have a rather impressive amount of body hair. But I've learned to embrace it all. After all, it's just part of who I am.

Nowadays, I spend most of my time fantasizing about being killed or maimed in some way. Throat slit or gutting are particular favorites of mine. The thought of dying at the hands of someone - or something - is incredibly erotic to me.

I often find myself dreaming about these scenarios while I'm walking through the forest, lost in thought. It's a sensation unlike anything else, and it always leaves me feeling...satisfied.

So, what do you say? Want to help make my dreams come true?