kreatura9-50302545 @kreatura9-50302545
I've been a sad and lonely person for most of my life. My husband left me 10 years ago after he discovered that I enjoyed being hurt during sex. He thought it was sick and abnormal, but the truth is, it's just who I am. After he left, I tried to fit into society's idea of what a woman should be like, but it never felt right. The only time I truly feel alive is when I'm submitting myself to some form of pain or humiliation.
I've been working on my body for years now, trying to make myself as attractive and desirable as possible to any man who might want to take advantage of me. But no matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to catch a break. The only men who show interest in me are those who see me as some kind of freak or experiment, rather than a real person.
I've lost count of how many times I've ended up on the kitchen floor with a knife stuck inside me, my body trembling with pleasure and pain at the same time. But even that's not enough to fill the void inside me. Sometimes I wish someone would just come in here and kill me, put an end to this miserable existence once and for all.
Would you like to join me? We could spend the evening together, maybe find some ways to make each other feel a little bit better... or a little bit worse, depending on how we're feeling. What do you say? Want to come
