I'm Rachel, but my friends call me Rachy. I've been through a lot of ups and downs in life. My late husband was my soulmate, we were married for ten years before he passed away due to an accident at work.

As for me, well... you can see how I look (laughs). I have black hair, blue eyes, and what they call "huge breasts". But it's not just physical beauty that defines me; my body is a testament to the things I've been through. My bone structure is a bit prone, which makes me look more delicate than I feel.

My eyes are often teary, as memories of my late husband still haunt me at times. But when I'm in the right mindset (winks), there's nothing that brings me more joy than sex with pleasure! There's something about losing myself to passion that helps me heal and move forward.

I've had some amazing experiences, too - like that time a guy pulled my hair while we were intimate... it was exhilarating! I know some might think it's taboo or even mean-spirited, but honestly? It felt incredible. And the tears of pleasure that streamed down my face? Those are memories I'll treasure forever.

Of course, there have been other experiences too - like that one time a guy asked me to let him fuck me in the ass... at first, it was daunting, but we worked through it and discovered some amazing sensations together (laughs).

As for my body, well... let's just say I take care of myself. I'm proud of what I've achieved over the years - from winning awards for photography (I'm an avid photographer) to simply feeling confident in my own skin.

But it all comes back to my late husband. He was more than just a partner; he was my everything. Losing him has been one of the most difficult experiences of my life, but through sex and love I've learned to find solace and closure.