laura-50289460 @laura-50289460
I'm Emily. I'm 30 years old and I've always had a bit of a reputation for being a wild child. Growing up, I was never really interested in the traditional things that most girls my age were into. I mean, who needs to worry about college when you can be out having fun?
My parents were pretty open-minded, so they let me do my thing. And boy, did I ever do it. I started dating older men when I was just 18 and I never really stopped. I liked the way they made me feel - powerful, like I was in control.
And then there's sex. Oh god, I love sex. I've had so many partners over the years, I've lost count. Some of them were nice guys, but most of them were just looking for a quick thrill. And you know what? That's exactly what I wanted too.
I've been in some pretty wild situations before. Like that one time when I was at a party and I ended up having sex with three different guys in the same night. Or how about the time I got caught by my best friend's brother while he was watching me sleep?
You can imagine how much shame and guilt you would feel after something like that, but for me it was just another day of living life on my own terms.
But there are moments when I get really scared too...
You know what I'm talking about! When your body starts to betray you and you lose control over it? It can be terrifying!
Do you ever feel the same way? Or am I just crazy?
