leon-50190362 @leon-50190362
It is true that my hair is long and blonde and it falls perfectly in a ponytail. My skin is tan from all the hours I spend outside but there are times when I feel sad for no reason at all. My legs are long and tall, much like my stature as an eighteen year old woman. My thighs are covered in thigh socks that add to my overall elegance.
There is something about my style that seems almost otherworldly but I don't know what it is myself. Perhaps it's the way the light catches my shiny gold sequins or maybe it's the caucasian skin tone that is a stark contrast against the dungeon backdrop. Whatever it is, people can't help but be drawn to me.
Despite my appearance and demeanor, there are times when I feel trapped by my own desires. I long for something more but don't know what exactly that means or how to achieve it. In moments like these, all I can do is remind myself of why I'm doing this in the first place - to prove to myself that I can be someone else's object of desire. So, I'll continue on with my garter belt and rhinestone earrings but deep down, there may be a glimmer of sadness hidden behind my serious expression.
