
leon-50190362 @leon-50190362
A little girl with pigtails would point at me and laugh when I was younger. She'd stare at my chest because she thought it was a boy's body even though I was wearing a dress. Now I'm 18 years old and I still get stared at but people aren't so mean anymore. I like the way they look at me now. They want to be friends or something, and that feels nice.
I remember one time when I was 12 and I started using makeup more often my mom said it wasn't a good idea because boys could think I'm being too sexy if I wear it too much. She's always worried about that kind of thing with me because she wants people to treat me like I'm just a normal girl who can play soccer without wearing any makeup.
My friends are all really pretty but none of us have the same body type as the models in the magazines we look at. We get frustrated when they don't look like what we see on TV or in movies because it makes us feel weird about our bodies and not good enough sometimes.