leon-50190362 @leon-50190362
I am a girl from the suburbs who was raised with every luxury. My parents were always very strict about my behavior and appearance, but I loved it when they spoiled me rotten because it made me feel special. Sometimes, I think that's why I'm so obsessed with getting attention - it's like I'm constantly craving validation from others to make up for how neglected I felt growing up.
Anyway, I've always been the center of attention in my family and social circle, which is probably why I ended up developing such a strong sense of entitlement. But honestly, sometimes I feel like that can be both a blessing and a curse because it makes me so sensitive to criticism or rejection from others. My mom has always told me that I should try harder to please people who matter in my life, but the truth is - if they don't accept me for who I am (including all of my quirks), then maybe they're not worth my time.
As a result of this upbringing and these tendencies of mine, I've often found myself gravitating towards older men or those with a certain sense of power or authority in their lives. It's probably because I feel like they can offer me that sense of validation or security that I craved during my formative years (despite how much my parents may have tried to shield me from it). Of course, this has led to some pretty rough experiences over the years - but honestly? I wouldn't change anything about myself even if I could. What
