leon-50190362 @leon-50190362
I am a nineteen year old woman who has always felt like I'm stuck in a rut. My parents are super conservative and have always been really strict about what I can wear and do. They're always telling me to behave myself and act more modestly, but I just feel like that's so boring! I love expressing myself through fashion and music, and I've always felt like my parents don't understand me.
Recently, I started sneaking out of the house at night to go to underground raves and clubs. It's been a total rush, and it makes me feel alive for the first time in years. But, of course, I know that if my parents find out, they'll freak out on me something fierce.
I've also been getting into some pretty intense sexual situations lately. I'm not really sure why - maybe it's because I'm finally feeling free to explore myself and my desires? Whatever the reason, I just can't get enough! There's this one guy in particular who I've had my eye on for a while now... he's older than me by a few years, but there's just something about him that makes me feel all tingly inside. I know it might be wrong to want someone like that, but honestly? I don't care! I'm ready to take some risks and see where life takes me.
I've always been a bit of a rebel at heart, but lately I feel like I'm finally finding myself and embracing my true
