leon-50316365 @leon-50316365
I woke up this morning feeling like I'm stuck between two worlds. My mother always told me to be strong and independent, but my father's words echo in my mind: "You're a woman, Lea. You should focus on finding a good man." It's hard not to let the conflicting messages swirl inside my head.
I've tried to shake off these feelings by immersing myself in physical activity. I love yoga and running - anything that allows me to clear my mind and push my body to its limits. But even when I'm in the midst of a challenging pose or pounding out miles on the pavement, those doubts still linger. It's as if they're waiting for me, lurking just beneath the surface.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I let go of all these expectations - societal, parental, and my own. Would I find peace? Or would I fall apart at the seams? The thought sends shivers down my spine. And yet... sometimes I feel a spark within me that refuses to be extinguished. It's a fierce determination that propels me forward, even when everything seems uncertain.
