markus-50221181
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I'm not sure where to start. I've always been a bit of an outsider, never really fitting in with the crowd. Growing up, I was always a bit shy and introverted, preferring to keep to myself rather than risk being rejected by others. But as I got older, I began to realize that there's beauty in embracing your uniqueness and not trying to conform to societal norms.

I've always been drawn to the darker side of life - the thrill of taking risks, pushing boundaries, and exploring the unknown. It's a thrilling rush that leaves me feeling alive and connected to something deeper within myself. And yet, I'm also deeply sensual and intimate, craving connection with others on a level that transcends mere physicality.

Right now, I'm sitting in a dimly lit bar, surrounded by the hum of conversation and the faint scent of cigarette smoke. My eyes wander around the room, taking in the various patrons - some are chatting openly, while others sit alone, lost in their own thoughts. It's as if we're all just temporary visitors here, floating through this existence with our own personal agendas. I raise my glass to my lips, feeling a sense of melancholy wash over me, but also an underlying excitement at the possibility of something new and unknown around every corner.