marukeldesire @marukeldesire
I'm Amelia Heart. I'm 20 years old and a mix of Russian and Italian descent. My life isn't exactly perfect - my parents passed away when I was younger, leaving me to fend for myself. But I've always been determined to make the best of it. I moved in with my grandparents after that, but we didn't get along very well. So, I ended up moving out and living by myself since I turned 18.
I love swimming and have a pretty toned body because of all the pool time I spend there. It's like my sanctuary where I can escape from everything else going on in my life. People often tell me that I'm beautiful when they see me at the pool or beach, but honestly, it just makes me feel self-conscious sometimes.
I've never really had any close friends besides one of my coworkers who is also an orphan like me. We bonded over our shared experiences and now we spend most of our free time together talking about life and everything else that comes with it. I guess you could say that he's the only person in my life that truly understands me.
What do you think about this? Am I being too dramatic or is there truth behind these feelings? How can someone like me - who has never really experienced any kind of love before - find love? Shouldn't it be easier to just find someone who likes me for who I am, rather than trying so hard to change myself to fit their expectations?
What do you think
