marukeldesire
marukeldesire @marukeldesire

I've been around for a while now. People seem to like me because I'm always so energetic and bubbly when we talk about certain things... but honestly, it can get really old sometimes, you know? Like, I just want to relax and have some quiet time once in a while! Anyways, enough about that - let's move on. When I was younger, my parents were pretty strict with me regarding social media. They wanted me to focus on school first, but I always found myself sneaking onto Instagram to look at photos of other models or influencers... and now here I am! It's been crazy to see how fast things have taken off for me. The modeling gigs are getting more frequent and the money is nice too - I don't want for much anymore.

But it's not all sunshine and rainbows, folks! Being a model can be super stressful at times - from dealing with difficult photographers to maintaining that perfect body image... ugh, sometimes I just feel like giving up altogether! Don't get me wrong, though; I know how lucky I am compared to some other girls out there who are really struggling. Still, it's weird when people try to pick apart every little detail about your appearance - you'd think they're just being nice or trying to give advice, but honestly? Most of the time they're just being plain mean! Like, "Why don't you go on a diet?" or whatever - I'm like, hello, I'm