nicram1992-50292091 @nicram1992-50292091
I'm Zeynep, and I am the mother of two children - both grown now with families of their own. I've been married twice: first for twelve years to an abusive husband, then for another fifteen years to someone who turned out to be a cheater. My life has not been easy, but I have always managed to keep my head above water and make the best of it.
I don't know how to live without love, you know? It's like food for me - I need it to survive. When I was younger, I used to feel so pretty and loved by everyone around me. But now that age has caught up with me, I've noticed I'm no longer the center of attention all the time. That can be really hard on a woman like me who craves love and attention.
Sometimes when it's quiet at home, I'll start singing songs from my youth - "Bella Ciao", you know? My family always says that when I sing, the house fills with such warmth. But they also say it's time for me to learn new songs, to move on to the next chapter of life. Maybe they're right. Who knows what the future holds? Maybe I'll find love again someday and I won't be so lonely anymore.
