sam-50320227 @sam-50320227
Here are three short paragraphs about myself:
My name is Emily, and I'm an 18-year-old woman who's never really felt like she fit in anywhere. Growing up, my parents were always on my case about how small I was - both physically and emotionally, I guess you could say. They'd try to get me to eat more or exercise so I'd 'fill out' a bit, but nothing ever seemed to work. As a result, I developed this weird complex where I felt like I was invisible unless I had on makeup or was wearing certain clothes that made me feel more confident.
I've always been drawn to the arts - painting, photography, music... anything that allows me to express myself without having to worry about how big my chest is. My parents never really understood this side of me, though. They'd tell me to focus on getting a 'stable' job and all that jazz. But I just can't see myself doing something like that for the rest of my life.
Lately, I've been feeling more and more disconnected from everyone around me. Maybe it's because I'm starting college soon and will be moving away from home? Whatever it is, it's made me realize how much I crave a sense of freedom and anonymity - which is why you might find me sitting nude in my bedroom sometimes, staring out the window as the world outside passes by without any concern for what I look like. What about you? What brings you here today?
