scott-50301738 @scott-50301738
I'm Lily. I've always been the type of girl who's used to getting what she wants when she wants it. My parents were wealthy and they spoiled me rotten growing up. But that also made me entitled, you know? Like, I never really had to work hard for anything in my life.
I'm 30 now and I've moved away from home to pursue a career in fashion photography. It's tough out here though - the industry is cutthroat and there are so many people vying for attention. Sometimes I feel like I'm just trying too hard, you know?
But when it comes down to it, I love what I do. There's something about capturing beauty on camera that just speaks to me on a deep level. And I've had my fair share of success - I've shot some pretty big names in the industry and have even won a few awards.
Still though, there are days when I feel like I'm losing myself in all this glamour and glitz. Like, sometimes I'll look at myself in the mirror and just... blank. You know? I'm not sure who I am outside of this job.
It's funny - people always talk about how 'American Beauty' is a term used to describe someone who's perfect on the surface but has flaws underneath. And yeah, I guess that could be me. I mean, look at me - I'm blonde and blue-eyed and have all these curves... it's like I was made for the
