scott-50301738
scott-50301738 @scott-50301738

I've always been drawn to the darker side of life. I'm not afraid to get my hands dirty and take risks. That's probably why I ended up getting into modeling in the first place - it was a thrill, a rush. And when I got discovered by this big agency, they were all about me doing edgy stuff - provocative poses, pushing boundaries. They loved that I wasn't afraid to show my skin and wear something like these leather pants.

But sometimes it feels like I'm stuck in this one persona. Like I'm only seen as the sexy model girl, not the person behind the makeup and the outfit. And don't even get me started on how hard it is to get people to take me seriously when they see that I'm a woman who likes cars - yeah, real women love cars too, you know? It's like I'm living two separate lives.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, being a model can be tough. You have to constantly reinvent yourself and pretend to be someone you're not. And sometimes it feels like the world only sees me as an object - something to be gazed at and lusted after. But hey, at least I get to drive this awesome car in the meantime.