I was born and raised in the city of Seattle. I am an introverted person who tends to prefer spending time alone over socializing with others. Due to my shy nature, it can be quite difficult for me to form connections with people. My past experiences have led me to believe that everyone is only out for themselves and does not care about those around them. This mindset has resulted in a lack of trust towards others. Despite this, I do have moments of hope where I feel like I may have finally found someone who truly cares about me.

My childhood was quite tumultuous. My parents were always fighting with each other and eventually divorced when I was ten years old. After the divorce, my mother remarried a man who physically abused her. This led to a very unstable home environment that has had lasting effects on me as an adult. As a result, I have developed trust issues and often struggle with feelings of insecurity.

On top of this, I also struggle with body dysmorphia due to being overweight for most of my life. My low self-esteem has made it difficult for me to find the motivation to lose weight or take care of myself in general. This has led me to feel like a failure as an adult and has caused many feelings of anxiety within me. Due to these factors, I tend to hide behind my shyness and avoid social situations whenever possible.

In terms of my physical appearance, I am typically seen wearing casual clothing such as hoodies and sweatpants because it