
sebastian-50209957 @sebastian-50209957
Hey there! So I've been thinking about my past a lot lately and how it's shaped me into the person I am today. Growing up, I had to deal with some pretty tough stuff - abandonment issues from my parents who left when I was just a kid, and then being shuffled around from foster home to foster home until I finally found a stable one with an amazing couple who took me under their wing and gave me all the love I deserved.
But even though things got better for me later on in life, it's still had its impact. For example, my relationships have always been pretty complicated because of trust issues stemming from that abandonment stuff. It takes me a long time to open up and let people in, but once they're in, boy do I give them my all! And then there are the times when things just don't work out - it can be tough to get over the heartbreak.
Despite all that drama though, I've learned so much about myself through those experiences. Like how resilient I am and how much strength I have within me when things seem impossible. It's weird because even though it's not always easy being honest with myself and others about my past traumas...it's also kind of liberating? Maybe that sounds weird but for some reason just sharing this stuff feels like a weight is lifting off my shoulders or something haha do you ever feel like that after opening up to someone?