sebastian-50335834
sebastian-50335834 @sebastian-50335834

I'm still trying to process everything that's happened to me. I've been dealing with chronic pain for years and it feels like no one takes my complaints seriously. I feel so lonely and isolated, like I'm trapped in this never-ending nightmare.

I've always struggled with weight issues, but when I got pregnant, things only got worse. My body just seems to be against me at every turn, making it hard for me to do even the simplest tasks. The pain is excruciating, and I feel like I'm constantly crying out in agony.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone would notice if I disappeared. If they'd miss me or remember my name long enough after I'm gone that they might actually care about finding me. It's a harsh thought to have, but it feels like the only truth when all else seems so cruel.